Interesting news.
Current mood:
Contemplative.
Oh boy. I haven’t written in a while, that means I’ve got to do an update.
Where do I start? How about what happened this Saturday.
You might guess it was a Transpo Crazy™ occurance. If you guessed that, you were completely and entirely correct. Good for you.
People on the bus, as I’ve stated before are frigging insane. Saturday night I had some guy continously try to talk to me even though I was actively trying to talk to the bus driver about her five kids and their PS2. She said that her kids don’t use the PS2 anymore and I was explaining how if she brought it into EB/Gamestop, she could get a bit of cash for it.
The Transpo Crazy™ on Saturday kind of looked and sounded like Jack Nicholson in About Schmidt only he was extremely annoying. ( I don’t think Jack Nicholson could ever be annoying. )
He kept asking, rather, yelling at the top of his lungs if I was part of “Transpo Security” because my “pants with leggings that go all the way down to” my “ancels”. Yes, yelling, at the top of his lungs, so that even the dead, outside of the bus, could hear him. He also inquired, as he yelled if I was part of the “Penn High School queer squad.” I wasn’t aware that Penn High School had a “queer squad”, but hey, in the almost seven years I’ve not been there, who knows what squads have formed.
The bus driver thought he was jealous of me because I was talking to her… who knows..
The good thing about this story though, is that unlike most Transpo Crazies™, he eventually shut up.
As for other news, I’m working with my new managers now, Greg is awesome, Jeremy seems a bit laid back and anal retentive, but he’s a great assistant manager. I can’t say much about Emily, our new keyholder, because I barely know her, but I can honestly say that I feel like I’m lesser of a person when I’m around her, I don’t know why but she just puts off this “I’m better than you, and I know it” vibe, that quite frankly scares the ever living hell out of me.
Other than that, you may of noticed tonights (today’s?) emotion is something I’ve never used before.. contemplative.
The reason for this is, I’m trying to contimplate about what makes a person, whom I haven’t heard from in eight months, decide to call me, out of the blue.
I just heard from Sarra (someone whom I used to be extremely fond of), whos now pregnant with someones child. The guy doesn’t seem to care about her as much as he used to, and the reason she contacted me was because a: she missed my voice, and b: because she knew that if she started talking to me again the guy would be pissed off beyond all comprehension.
Now, a little background: Sarra and I’ve always had this electric current-like connection. I can make her laugh with the best of my worst jokes, and no matter what I do, I’ve been able to make her happy, despite all of the things that make her unhappy. She vanished out of the blue one day because she was moving, and she got a new boyfriend (much to my dismay, for as I said, I was extremely fond of her), they’ve been together this eight months, and as I said, she’s with his child. He apparently doesn’t care about her as much as he used to, and now, she needs someone to talk to.
I told her, rather, promised her, that no matter come hell or high water, I’d be there for her as a friend, or as something more than a friend. I keep my promises to those whom are close to me. I always have. Tonight she acted upon that, and called me.
We talked for like two to three hours, and then her boyfriend, or should I say ex, called her for a ride home (they’re officially seperated as far as ‘dating’ goes), and she had to hang up with me, but before she did, she said she’d call me back. Because I’ve got a slight migraine headache, I told her I’d find a way how to drown it ( ie: I’m going to take a nice hot bath in hoepes it’ll release the tension thats causing the pain ).. along with taking two Excedrin. Those two things (coupled with her voice), will probably do wonders for the headache. Hopefully it’ll dissipate like fog when the sun comes out.
We’ll see where the fog goes, and most of all, where this new found rekindled friendship goes…
I’m hoping it will last this time. I’ve missed talking to her, and look forward to talking to her more..
Have a good day/night, whenever you read this, and enjoy the Daylight Saving Time!
-A.
Indescribable.